dreams

Well, it is 3:45 a.m. and I cannot sleep! I woke up about an hour ago. What woke me up was a little (boy?) voice yelling "MOM!" The funny thing is, I wasn't dreaming about any of my children, or any children at all. Our girls were in bed with us sound asleep and so were Taylor and Jethro when I checked. Hmmmm....... I am going to try to go back to sleep. We have a big day today. The whole family is going to my mother's to help her get her house in order before it goes on the market. Lots of work to be done! I also need to fax some papers to CCAI( and of course find them first!) We all have appts. this Wednesday for our check ups. We're moving right along!!
Oh yah...I sent Miller his first package yesterday! I spent $40 to send him about $12 worth of "stuff" ( playdough, bubbles, matchbox cars and a photo album with all of our mugshots!) Isn't it funny what makes no sense to the average joe makes all the sense in the world to a mommy?!?




few hours later.....We're back home from Granny's. We are very tired! She has a lot of #%^*!!! We have not told any of our family members about Miller yet. The wait is so hard! We have decided to tell them once we are DTC...that way we should have some idea of when we will be able to hold him in our arms. We have a couple of fun ways we're playing with to let them know. I did tell my nephew Skyler to check out this blog without telling him why...so if you obeyed Auntie Gail and are reading this.....Hello Skillet! Since you're almost 25 now, I am trusting that you can keep a secret!!I think I will tell my sister in law and 2 nieces who are here visiting from Ohio since it will probably be awhile before I see them again;(...so to Jeni, Sarah, and Leah....button those lips around Granny! and I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

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